A Seeker with no destination. However, destiny keeps throwing cards to me and thus shows the way.
Born in 1977 – under the sign of the snake.
One of my deepest convictions is that we humans must strive for a universal understanding of each other. Well, I know it sounds quite utopian. Anyway, I think it’s a logical development that’s happening. There has been a tendency in this direction for a while. It is important to understand that this world is common home for all of us and that we are dependent on each other. It is time to re-shape our mentalities, to adapt ourselves to changes and new facts. So that as citizens of Earth we can live and act in this complex environment and the diversity arising from the context.
By experience into the presence, where hope wakes up.
I perceive the World just like you do. Yet, our minds will show us something different.
This is a note for you and for me: A heart is as fragile as the flowers that grow in it. Let’s be aware of this. Let’s tell each other when the flowers start to wilt. Every heart and the flowers in it are made of the same stuff. It’s just us who keep forgetting this simple truth of life.
This blog is written by a non-native speaker. Linguistically accident-prone!
I live in the suburbs of a rather small but well-known city in Switzerland. My life story runs for 40 years by now. I’m interested in quite a few topics but have a tendency of easily getting distracted. I do like to associate things. Thus, I don’t manage to cover one matter in-depth. I guess that’s just the way I’m wired. Currently, I’m trying to push the integration of acquired mystical/spiritual concepts into my authenticity. I hope this will help me to get an enhanced feeling for “magical moments” in everyday life. This also includes shadow work. Getting to know unknown aspects of mine, becoming aware of things that I like to blend out or forget are essential for progress. It hopefully will let me recognize the patterns around it.
I like to listen to and watch music videos. It serves me as a source of power and often helps me to balance my emotions. Therefore I reserve this place for one, once in a while changing:
This blog gives me a chance to express myself – and it should help to create a scope for hope, understanding & reflection.
During my early twenties, a sort of massive turmoil took place in my psyche. It was the onset of a psychotic period that has been followed by several other episodes. In the course of time, it began to mix with a Bipolar Disorder. Ultimately my condition did match the criteria for the diagnosis of a Schizoaffective Disorder. I’ve accepted what has happened. In a way I think of it as a valuable life experience in spite of the rough times I went through and the fact that my life story was close to ending far too early. More than five years have passed since the last hospitalization. I can’t possibly know if it was for the last time. It doesn’t matter so much, yet I hope to move on. Psychoses remain to me a part of the deeper mystery of the human mind. I think there’s much more to it than mere illness. However, we live in a time in which such conditions are largely seen as just that by many people. I reckon, in order to change that, a huge shift would be needed in how we deal with the poles of health and illness and the whole spectrum in between. I think that the way I’m pondering about psychoses matters and helps me to grow as a person.